I can see it in your eyes, there is no lie, but a faint tear and shallow breeze that lingers in my mind.
I see the past, present, but not future. With you, I feel there's no need to see the future, as I already see one with you.

My ex life ):!

I grew up in a community, well to be exact, the ghetto. Life was hard growing in there, and knowing your way around the block was essential. Every night, you will hear the sound of terrifying gun shots. You hear the cry of your next door neighbor, if not, it's someone close to you. When I was 12, I was already drinking alcohol, and by 13 my first joint. I wasn't the brightest kid, and doing those things were like child's homework. When I begun a freshmen in high school, I've went only to 2 months of classes, and dropped out the rest. My life at that time was miserable, hard, disorientated, and I really never had a father or mother, so it was hard sharing pain and love. After I dropped out for about the first year, I decided I would go to school the following year and just try and see if school is any LIVE. So I went to school. I didn't really like it because there was no one but myself to tell me what was wrong and right. After a fair amount of schooling, I was quite changing into a different person, and I've noticed myself. After the school year was finished, I looked back and reflected my life. I fucked up part of my life, but now I have a decision, either continue with education, or live my life on the streets. Both decision was hard, but I made a commitment and chose to continue education, and now I am motivated and inspired by my accomplishments. I'll come back in about 5 years and see where I'll be at. Hopefully, pursuing in a enjoyable career. 2008-2013 December.

Change is something you do, not say.